Its been 342353425 months since I last updated my blog...
and YES... its dead... haha
ANYWAY...
I'm here to update, not because I'm too bored/ nothing better to do.. but to rant..
YES RANT... ok sooo that are 3 people I wanna rant about... #1, #2 and #3
#1
固执， 想象力丰富但是常往坏处想， 一意孤行， 常常只会说些又的没的，并不是一个忠诚的朋友，因常把朋友当作别人。
if you're wondering no, i'm not translating that into english....I AM DAMN PISSED WITH THIS #1, YET #1 FAILS TO REALISE THAT I'M TRYING TO IGNORE #1.
#2
败类，自私，小气，变态，“神经失常”，只做对自己有利益的事，装慈悲。送你一句话：“一言既出，四马难追”，水落现石头，日久见人心。
#2, you make me digusted and filled with regrets! F****** BASTARD!
#3
don't even get me started.... If i can, I will kill #3....
hmmm k... i shall stop here, cause... I'VE HOMEWORK TO DO! haha...
Ever felt like slapping yourself in the face or stabbing yourself when you're supposed to do something but instead you're doing something else?
Well apparently thats how I feel now. Lately I've been thinking about a lot of things and trust me you don't want to know besides I'm not going to tell anyone too. So, well I'm suppose to be doing my homework then suddenly I thought, I'm never going to use it in the future anyway. So, I decided to take a little short break from it. I seriously wonder, why can't Singapore's government be a little... flexible? I mean the education system is totally crap. In Singapore, we learn how to plot graphs using graphic calculators, in American, Japan, etc, their students are taught different languages/ subjects, I don't know there's a lot name one. Of course being a Singaporean there are privileges, but I seriously don't see how Singapore's government plan to built that bridge between studies and the society. Sure, you can have a PhD in some areas, or even a master degree, but how does it REALLY help us in society? Other then forcing students to lose their creativity and think in only a particular manner, I don't see how government is trying to help us. Seriously, in Singapore, they say that we're losing talents every year, but have the government thought of the main reason why these people are leaving? NO. Of course, there are articles written about this issue, the main reason is that we're only thought to think and act in a particular manner, which is why if you take an Asian and compare them with a Western, we're definitely going to lose out base on a lot of areas. In Western countries just see how many talented people there are. Grab an American off the streets and I bet that American can do something way better then us, probably something like singing. drawing, poetry, or even making an advertisement. Seriously, if I could choose I would seriously leave this country and go overseas to study.
Anyway, that is not the main issue I'm going to blog about today, but instead, I'm going to talk about how cute my mom is today.
So, she woke me up at 7 a.m. this morning telling me to get up to go to school, and I was like " huh? there's no school today" and she was like " really? why didn't you tell me?" I was too sleepy to tell her that its holiday in lieu, so I just lied there and slept again, so she was like " okay never mind just go back to bed and sleep" and she left. So, I woke up 2 hours later and the only sound in my room was my air-con. The sun was shining into my room and for me being so blur in the morning, woke up and sat on the chair. After that I heard my dad leaving the house with some metallic item. So, after he left, I went to the toilet and washed up, ate my breakfast and used the crappy laptop until now. Well, I wasn't entirely on the laptop, I did do my homework, and now I seriously wonder, WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? gosh. that's better. Anyway got to go finish up my homework, at least those that are due tomorrow.
I seriously don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I mean, I'll have to see that girl again and trust me I really want to strangle her. Well, on the bright side, I'll see Saferah, Joony. HuiXuan tomorrow, which isn't so bad. Gosh I seriously don't get myself, I seriously don't like a few particular people and I have no reason to explain myself for like 2-3 of them. I just don't like them. Shoot me right now, seriously. Anyway, off I go now.
well... lets start from sat [24/4]
went out with Derrick, Wing Onn and Brenda~~
Been a while since I saw them at Sakura for the dinner... is that the last time? i guess so...
anyway... we went to search for JJ's present...
and we bought.... FOOD!! haha...cause we thought that he was too skinny
bought him some food.. and gosh it was kinda hard.. since he's really picky about what he eats.
So, everything we bought was like, vegetarian. haha..
SO, after we bought his food, Brenda and me went to look for our own stuff, and Derrick and Wing Onn went somewhere else..
so both of us went walking into stores, looking for stuff... and we talked about stuff too...
SO... i forgot a lot actually since lately i've been so lazy to do things...
and I'm seriously angry at some people in MI.
I've tried seriously but nah I give up. Seriously I'm just wasting my energy on that person.
So, lately thanks to Saferah I've managed to get away from that person.
And, yes she knows who I'm talking about haha..
but yup anyway, its 3AM and I'm still awake for some reason...
well actually I just don't wanna sleep. I know I know its bad for my health but ya... getting on with it...
In school this week its as suck-ish as usual, gosh I hate school.
I simply don't get Singapore's education system. I mean it benefits the students at one point but does it really?
I mean, how many of the stuff that we learnt CAN be used in society these days?
There are back stabbers, liars, etc,etc.. so can what we learnt get ourselves away from these people? I doubt so.
Also, not to mention that what we've learnt isn't going to be used much. Not gonna go into details..
SO, in MI as usual it sucks, not just the people [some], but also the rules.
I seriously regret.. a lot of things that has happened.
Sometimes I wish that after slapping myself in the face, everything will be alright.
But this is life, its reality, I have to accept what is in front of me now.
Gosh I sound like a mad woman, but its true, I'm getting PHD from all these nonsense.
I really don't know what to do anymore, I can't talk to my parents, I can't tell any of my friends.
Yet, a part of me wish that all the secrets that I have will be kept.
Get my point? Its a very confusing feeling...
Okay just treat it like I'm blabbering some nonsensical stuff and I'll just go to sleep.
But, one last thing.
There are always some people in life, where you'll never understand through logically thinking.
The name is Yan Qi, I'm a simple minded girl really. You treat me well, I'll do the same.
I was once a Lasallian, Teck Whyean and now currently a Millennian.
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